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Love Death Sleep Money

by adam schumaker

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I think I need to take a minute to relax sit back and drink some wine from Aldi I never knew I had a vision of all the things I could be with just [Love, Death, Sleep, Money] I don’t know what I’d do without you babe I don’t sleep more than several hours a night I don't know what I’d do without this life struggles or not, I’m just thinking a lot and I’m stuck between four walls [Love, Death, Sleep, Money] [Love, Death, Sleep, Money] sometimes I don’t understand these moments until they’re gone sometimes I don’t know what I am feeling until it’s a song (Here we are) Is this all that we wanted? am I all that you’re needing? if so hold it in, let it out close your eyes, move around there will never be an ending the cycles just beginning Take it fast, take it slow do it all or just don’t go you only have a passing chance at this life beneath the moon love me much, love me not it doesn’t matter what is what I’d rather have you just the way you came or have you not at all screw it up, do it right make some love, start a fight without action there is nothing so let’s get some while there’s getting tonight we like to think we need a few more things but we know that means nothing for all those who left us what did they leave behind I think I need to take a minute just to breathe to ponder my living to realize I’m nothing but [Love, Death, Sleep, Money]
2.
we’re gonna write a song and then we’ll put it up on YouTube you will all click to view and everyone will go [ooo hooo hooo-oo-oo] I’m tired of working all day you’re tired of working all day so we’re gonna write a song and drop it all up on the YouTube and it’s gonna make us famous, hey gotta earn that revenue gotta up and grab a million views ‘cause YouTube will take its sixty-some percent it’s due, it’s true I think they make enough, don’t you? share it on your Facebook wall Twitter tweet it like the ballers you are don’t let it scroll by, wanna know why? gotta make a million dollars by next July paying off those student loans while trying to pay for GBs on my iPhone it gets expensive and I get pensive waiting for the stimulus to forgive debts if I work long enough we’re gonna write a song and then we’ll put it up on YouTube you will all click to view and everyone will go [oooo hooo hooo-oo-oo] don’t stop, never quit it you’ve got yourself glued so you might as well click it it’s all for the best it’s all for the good it’s all for the people that wish they would for all the time it buys it flies, the sighs, the cries, it’s fake, it’s great I’m bored, awake, I can’t, I can, avoid, the spam it doesn’t matter to us just click that mouse with your hand all that we do could be used for the greater good but we take to the Facebook to write a post that sounds like political soundbite Instead of taking time to make the changes we want to see we just share another link… we’re gonna write a song and then we’ll put it up on YouTube you will all click to view and everyone will go [oooo hooo hooo-oo-oo] if you want to you can go to Youtube you can find me on the home page that’s my game-plan, baby click that link with your mouse click that link from your house you can find me making sweet music just for you, lady [I made it for you baby] we’re gonna write a song and then we’ll put it up on YouTube you will all click to view and everyone will go [oooo hooo hooo-oo-oo]
3.
My Friend 02:31
I’ve painted memories on your grave this time again though you’re still living down the way we can’t pretend I will see you over coffee or I’ll see you, like I never used you, because you were my friend [because you were my friend] I lost your number in a pad of Post-it notes I bet you’re thinking that I’m mad or out of hope still I won’t call you, not because I love you, not after you left me, alone in that sad room writing to my friend a song that would outlast the rest [because you were my friend] now our story’s past, at best [because you were my friend] these images of you are fading fast [because you were my friend] I dropped you there without a sound [because you were my friend] left and never turned around [because you were my friend] there’s a chance I never will see you again
4.
let me tell you a secret nothing’s ever the same even the way that I love you will change with the colors of the leaves on the trees let me hold you forever let me whisper your name let me tell you it’s ok if you never feel the same way again it’s a long way back from tomorrow where nobody’s watching but everyone is in charge it’s a timeless path we borrow and all I know is I want to go down that path with you let me crumble around you let me lose all control though I can’t keep it together I long for the moment when we’re all alone it’s a long way back from tomorrow where nobody’s watching but everyone is in charge it’s a timeless path we borrow and all I know is I want to go down that path with you I don’t know if I will ever leave these waters but I will try to keep from sinking to the sea I will be there for you always, and our daughters, and our son, instead of my own misery can’t you see sometimes it’s hard for me ‘cause it’s a long way back it’s a long way back it’s a long way back to you
5.
Sad Boy 03:14
sad boy, strong man you were given all the things you need to plan what you’ll take and what you do it’s up to you only you be strong, don’t cry take the things you feel and lock them up inside and let them turn to dust do what you do and what you must it’s gonna be a while ‘til you feel you can know just who you are to find the reasons that make sense unpacking histories of fucked [effed] familial mess and I hope we make it through and I hope it’s me and you we gonna do what we can do I’ll be more true I never thought that I would make you wonder I never thought that I’d repeat my blunders I never thought that I would make you feel this way It’s not ok I’m not ok so I will try to get some help unpack these mysteries inside my closed off brain and I don’t want to feel this pain and I don’t want to make you hurt and I don’t want to be alone because I think I should not feel depressed as a Sad boy, strong man I’ll be walking towards the day where I can heal where I can heal
6.
I’m always living somewhere inside of a dream I never really know exactly what you mean I’ve always wanted something more we never listen part of the time, except, for when, our ears, are open I know that it hurts you but we are both friends with our phones and I love you so bad even when we get mad I miss the things that we had [I’ve gotta get back to you] I reach for the phone that woke me up from this dream laying motionless you just ignore me yeah we’re working so hard floating just above board wondering what’s the reward [I’ve gotta get back to you] waiting all my life to get to here waiting for the time to draw us near but I can’t wait won’t you be I can’t wait won’t you be my forever getting back only takes but a moment and I’m tired and you're tired [I’ve gotta get back to you] we’re always living somewhere inside of our dreams
7.
Ten Minutes 04:27
ten minutes across town so close when I’m driving in my car the smoke has thinned since I fixed my exhaust the poisonous air is almost gone do you think that I could be the one do you think that we could be this fun, in twenty years, from now? three hours of highway time is not enough to keep me in line though I regret the false move I made please take me back I will never be the same [without you] driving in my car to think we’ve come this far praying it will last to let these moments pass though in time, we still fear the worst is here two lifetimes do you think it will be enough to find the truth? when ten minutes is all I ask of you I’ll be there soon driving in my car to think we’ve come this far praying it will last to let these moments pass where we fear the worst is here [and it’s time to be forgiven, forgiven]
8.
you’re just a body, little birdy gonna put you in the ground feed the flowers, feed the wormies you’ll never make a sound you’re just a birdy in the ground you’ve taken highways you’ve taken skyways it’s always been the same through the weather changing seasons never feeling any pain you’re just a birdie in the rain it’s been a long time, coming to this Birdie I don’t know what you missed perhaps you left a spouse or a mistress somewhere all alone while you just sit there on the ground so calm, calm, calm there’s no one coming it’s just me, birdie I will give you food and drink when you die I’ll plant your body and then I’ll sit and think
9.
it was him and her and you hanging out having drinks talking ‘bout life and shit across the table from them is where you sit no one else comes to hang so they’re racking their brains as they walk back they ask “do you want to join us?” but Maggie didn’t want to come it’s ok that she didn’t want to stay with them Maggie didn’t want to come she goes her way, they know she doesn’t need to stay no Maggie didn’t want to come Maggie considers the moment, then she thinks there must be something going on when it is just two that you need in this life if they talk they can dream about most anything now step it up, slow it down are you ready for it? but if things don’t work out they say “we got it going on so it is always ok if someone says that she really… ...doesn’t want to come” it’s ok if she doesn’t want to go back home with them no Maggie didn’t want to come oh it’s fine, take your time, they know she’s just not this way no Maggie didn’t want to come she didn’t want to come] no Maggie didn’t want to come [she didn’t want to come] some may say it’s taboo but now and then it’s staring right back at you love is love anyway It’s just a little funny when it’s different from what you’re used to they say “we got it going on so it is always ok if she comes or stays or if she… …doesn’t want to come” it’s ok, go your way, they know you don’t need to stay ‘cause Maggie didn’t want to come it’s alright, say goodnight, maybe some other day no Maggie didn’t want to come [she didn’t want to come] no Maggie didn’t want to come [she didn’t want to come]
10.
when Chicago's just a city and your friends have left you lonely and Your hash pipe is burned empty know that we are here tonight It takes time to find what you’re looking for when trust funds and adderall are plenty in store so we wonder how ya gonna how you might just how you need to hut you don’t Chicago’s just a city hour dreams are what make it pretty seeing 5 am turn to sun you can take it or leave it turn on and repeat it and know that we are here tonight your sister’s a bitch yeah we’ve heard that before you’re swimming in circles up on the third floor so you’re hungry and you’re tired and you find yourself looking for more when Chicago’s just a city your dreams are what make it pretty we met you on the corner of Broadway where we found you and our issues wo one’s needing tissues know that we are here tonight and maybe you will call again or maybe we’ll just be content with this quiet ending done pretending it was more than it could be when Chicago is just a city and your friends have left you lonely will you ever see the night turn to day? would you know it if you saw us would we need this or not want it? [will you remember we were there that night?]
11.
black on grey untitled acrylic paint in layers deep I make vast and empty skylines I bide time for you I wait alone I wait at home when will you come? when am I done? vast and empty brush strokes I think I know their meaning but do they know my darkness or are the layers just laughing though these hands are tired the colors still consume me will I be here when it’s done? will they be moving on? little pills grey upon my painted hands in black they sit waiting for this untitled end
12.
The Day We 03:43
Mother’s day you lost your faith I hid your presents to disguise the pain we found the time we lost knowing we never will come back from this except into pieces daily blood cold office lights all of our hopes placed in a bag I’m turning cold you’ve turned away the only thing I know to do is to keep on going on so I can breathe one day we walked in that room and knew that we felt you but then we came to knowing we lost you

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The debut album from composer & singer/songwriter, Adam Schumaker. These are the songs of growing up into adulthood.

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released April 15, 2024

All music, lyrics, and arrangements by Adam Schumaker, except the verse two lyrics of “Put it Up on YouTube” were written by Dustin Kentala. Drums by Paulie Cohen. Recording and mixing by Ian Gorman at La Luna Sound & Recording, Mastering by Sam Peters.

Thank you to my family for always listening to my creative process at random times of the day. Thank you to Brittin for loving me as I am. Thank you to the Kickstarter Producers (from far and wide!) who helped get this record made: Beth Ritchey, Jack Bertrand, Josh Moon, Chris Radcliffe, Les Tung, Erin Foley, Louie Morand, Anders Dahlberg, Eunbi Kim. Thank you to the Executive producers and their valuable input along the way: Brad Wong, Ben Collins-Hamel, Tim Sensabaugh, and Michael Ogle. Many thanks to my long time friend and writing partner Dustin Kentala, for Driving 14 hours to play guitar on this. And special thanks to Paulie Cohen who collaborated deeply on this album with his incredible drum work and enthusiasm.

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Adam Schumaker is a songwriter and composer out of Kalamazoo, MI. Best described as post-minimalistic indie-pop-expressionism, or whatever you want after you listen.

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